Furious Fahitas

Have you ever just wanted to shout at someone? Someone has just reeeeally angered you, and you just want to yell at them a little, you know, just to get it out of your system…? But you can’t because their phone is GOD DAMN BUSY!!! It’s so infuriating!

I just had a phone conversation with a friend of mine, (Or should i say “friend”?) and they said something that upset me, but I didnt realise how angry it had actually made me until afterwards-when I had already hung up with them. Now I can’t get them back on the line again because their phone is engaged!

Im tempted to leave them an angry email of sorts, but I have a feeling that some irrational non-truths may make their way into the email..things that in the cold light of day would never normally make their way into an email to this person…things that tomorrow may make me cringe just ever so slightly and perhaps even psychologically scar my friend for life. So I have refrained from tapping furirously on my keyboard and hitting the send button.

Instead I thought I’d come here and vent to you invisible people that I will never meet and perhaps never hear from. However, there is one witness…Good ol’ Uncle Sushi. But I’m sure he’d never pass on my words of outrage and madness and wrath…Or would he?

To vent, or not to vent…That is the eternal question. The question that drives me to hair tearing exhaustion. To tell you invisibles why I’m so damn angry or not….hmmm.

I think that I’ll think it over whilst I eat my spicey chicken fahitas with extra hot salsa and jalepeno peppers…Maybe I can burn the angry words right out of my mouth, or even out of my head…Just diffuse the anger all together, so that I never have to express it. I can see it now…I’ll publish a book called ‘Anger Ridance by Incineration of the Mouth’ and it will come with a free sachet of chili powder.

Anyways, as I was saying, I’ll mull it over while I eat my fahitas, although right now I feel much more like throwing them at the wall than putting them in my mouth.

Wrathfully written by Psycho Sushi.